36? When did THAT happen
I’m having a really difficult time judging time lately. Yesterday was the 3yr anniversary of when I was given my walking papers from Ericsson as the company started its shutdown process. Since then I’m making a living off a career that didn’t exist back then (well it did but but I don’t think anyone took it seriously), bought a house, had 2 kids and graduated college.
In other words things have been moving pretty fast and I haven’t had time to stop and look around which would explain how 36 crept up on me. Is it the downside of 30 or push for 40? I always put relation of age to where/what my brother was doing then which is a bad idea since it was the early 90′s. Lushie informed me that I’m at the age now that her mother was when we met. *UGH*
I was going to put a pic of myself as a squirt but decided at the last minute to refrain — the fact that the scanner is in my bedroom and if that thing wakes up the kids I’m a dead man.
I’ve been reading a couple of books that have made me re-evaluate how I do things online and approach business opportunities I passed on in the last year. What’s coming up will be fun, different and creative. The hardest realization was coming to terms with what I can do with my limited free time and being very selective going forward on what I can/can’t do.
Nothing over the top planned this year but one tradition I will keep is calling my mom this afternoon at the time I was born and ask her if she remembers how awesome my birth was. She’ll lie and say it was beautiful, I’ve watched the birth of both of my sons and know that my mom probably called my dad a slew of profanities.
cheers!
Oh OK here’s ONE picture.
