decisions
I’ve been under an incredible amount of stress lately and serious lack of free time. My day job is in overdrive which I love, the days are getting shorter on when the next baby arrives, I need to dedicate more time to school since I graduate next june, the house needs some serious unpacking attention, and as my buddy Phil told me “how the hell do you do so much? You’re stretching yourself too thin”
There are a lot, correction A LOT of side projects I’ve taken on over the last year and unfortunately many of them are because incompetent people are involved and I have a knack for being a problem solver (which is why I was brought in in the first place most cases) and I have this need to fix something I see half assed.
I have a beer fest this weekend which is not going the way I want at all because I haven’t had time to dedicate to it and have a lack of support and Podcamp Pittsburgh has me down for 3 sessions. I want to do all three really bad but since I’m now flying solo for the Meet-n-Greet (Thank GOD my dear friend Chris is helping me pour) and I have other swag to get delivered my head is turning to goo.
I usually get a lot of gripes because I don’t go to that many social events but this is kind of the reason why, I’m up at night pounding away on my laptop working deals and the weekend is the only time I get to spend with my family. I won’t go into it yet because I still have a few more details to iron out but it will be a unique experience.
I like to think of this as a restructuring. I have a new house and new opportunities so I want to make sure that I don’t rush into something for the sake of doing it. After seeing myself on TV tonight (more on that next post) and doing a few interviews I realized what I have to do. I’m not quitting my day job but reshaping my night time gigs.
This is gonna be fun 
